Prepping a costume for my company's 10th anniv party was at first quite easy. Knowing the venue has al-fresco, I thought I'd go with lots of flowy fabric - chiffon, tulle - so when the wind in the forever summer weather in Manila blows, you get the idea, fabric!
Then the theme was established. Wear something a 10 year old would wear. Or the costume of the person you wanted to be when you were 10. I wanted to become a lot of things when I was 10 so it's just a matter of choosing - Madonna back-up dancer, Smokey Mountain groupmate, be part of the original London cast of Miss Saigon, a Dominican priest assigned in the Vatican, head librarian of UST. I think there's more to the list if you add the time I read my first Vogue which was 2 years later.
Choosing what to "project" was actually the most difficult with this endeavor. Weeks of conceptualizing led to self-introspection and no thanks to Barbie, it got me thinking what I really wanted, what I've been doing to get what I want, to be what I want.
There's only so much I can do to achieve what I want, the cliches like world peace, sustainable planet, zero poverty, accessible quality education for everybody, yet the most puzzling and most difficult to achieve is what I wanted for myself. I just want to be happy.
Maybe I'd wear what I usually wear now. My 10-year old self would surely be proud of what I've become, wouldn't he? Yeah, that would do. At least, for the party.